Missing something

I'm thinking of you, thinking​ of why you're on my mind. I've been wasting time feeling like I'm high I feel like I can touch the sky thinking of you thinking​ of you. I hope you are okay baby please be safe I'll see your smile one day. Just thinking of you, you should switch sides hold your breath, don't inhale my pessimistic ways. What is wrong with my ideas I'm  addicted I need your prescription...... I'm thinking of you. Lost in the zone I need to be alone missing something but I can't understand what it is. Hollow inside but I still tell y myself I'm doing good.... I'm doing great. When I couldn't hear your heart beat I felt like mines disappear​ed I wish I could just make it break. I'm missing something. Trying to find it in the sounds there is no melody there is no tune that could bring it back.  I'm  missing something so real, so lovely, so special, I'm just missing you.